Never mind that.

Dear CB,

I'm sorry, best friend.


Love,
CG

Dear KS,

"Ack. I don't believe it.
I don't know what to think anymore. "I feel like running but I can't abandon you"
That's the song I feel like right now...
I don't really know how to feel..."
-CG

I need to stop letting this get to me. I need to get back to reality. You are tearing me apart with all this worry and doubt you fill me with. I want to love you, but how can I love someone who loves someone else? It's not fair. Just tell me you want to break up. I won't care. Well, I will, but it's okay. I want you to be happy...I was going to move away in the first place, but changed my mind after falling in love with you. I'll just carry through with my plan. Stop the hurting. The prolonging. I don't want to carry all this extra weight.

Sincerely,
CG <3 ?

Velcro

Dear KS,

"yeah Chloe stop being so clingy' is probably what he wants to say. he is sleeping over almost every night. you need to let him actully get some sleep. not everyone can stay up to 2 in the morning and wake up at 9 everyday like you do."
-ES

I think I've made you angry now. I'm sorry I cling to you so tightly. I just don't want to repeat the bad things I've done to others. I've made a turnaround, but maybe I've turned too far. I'll back off a bit, just please don't leave/hurt me.

I'm so sorry,
CG <3

Ack

Dear KS,

Okay, I guess I can't really be mad at you. I did the same to you when I made you upset. Usually, I don't tolerate ass kissing, but I'll let it slide this time. Besides, it's hard to stay angry at you for long. I'm not mad at you. Yet. You didn't do anything wrong. Yet. Not that I doubt you...

Thank Goodness,
CG <3

What the Hell Am I Going To Do Now?

Dear KS,

"CG: Ugh. Is it hot in here? Or is it just you?

KS: It's just you <3"

I have to confront you today. I'm so worried that the things I've been told are true. Am I over exaggerating? I tend to do that when I'm with you.....Maybe Em was right. Maybe I should have just done what I came here to do and left. If I wouldn't have returned in the first place, I wouldn't have been so heartbroken...Maybe you don't love her. Maybe I am over exaggerating. I'm dreadfully confused. Hopefully I can clear that up today.

I'm really scared for us.

With Love (as always), CG <3

I Can't Wait All Night to See You

Dear KS,

".....yeah. We all met up one day. I think you were at a party. He admitted...admitted to having a small crush on her. Sorry."

-RM

So you do love her? You really do? Then why did you wait so long for me? Why did you spend hours and hours with me talking about everything that came to mind plus some? Why did you tell me so many times that you loved me? Why did I believe you?

Why did you make me love you?

I love you still. Please love me, CG <3

Not the End?

Dear KS,

"She said to him, 'That's terrible. She's messed up so many times. And the one time she did everything perfectly, the idiot she loves has to go and hurt her. You're antipathetic."

- RM

I don't know what to do right now. Do you love me, or was she right?

Please don't leave me. I'm not ready to leave you. I'm still in love <3

Love you always,

CG <3